♥ Tuesday, January 6, 2009
2009
2nd day for school. 3p7 are STILL crazy, funny and cooperation.
I sit with
Emilia this year and she's really a good student and quiet except the time we discuss bout japanese,korean stars or our secret. lol .
Love 3p7 !Form 3 now, already 15. Regret that I had wasted 2 years to do some meaningless stuff or thought of some shit idea that I thought could make me happier. Really meaningless and childish. Realised I'd been a fool, bit*h, spendthrift or anything. Whatever.
The aim for this year is to score 6 or more A's for PMR. And I'm really working hard from now on. At least I felt that I'm really trying my best.
I PROMISED IT.Sometimes,I'm thinking that am I really happy with what I have ? Did I really HAVE what I want? Had I did a wrong? Am I being a bit*h again or I'm just a faker?
Seriously,I knew something but I won't say it out. Just not to let it spoil everything I'm enjoying. try to let it be forgotten. But it won't. Admit that sometimes I'm a drama queen.And sometimes you can't believe in me.
I'm just playing around? I knew I'd fell into some tricks too.But I don't really care it is real or just fake it cause I had lost my mind. But at least I love the one that I'd promise with. Real ?
Ya,that's make me happy.
I really know what am I doing? Do I need help? Some friends are helping me or actually they are betrayers?
Maybe time can prove everything. Just like the past.
Pui Shan ! Make up your mind !! Glad with who or what you like.=D-FIN-
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